Even if I were to attend school once a week,
it would still feel like too much to handle
simply for the grades and anticipation, knowing that the grades I earn myself now will foreshadow where I will go in life, and there's not a dang thing I can do about it no matter how hard I try.
This is why I feel that attending even one day of school, weekly, is too much pressure, because I know in my subconscious mind that my future is at stake, but my conscious mind thinks I'm free.
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